Smile

Hatred as dark as a black hole.
No way for restitution, to make things whole.
How I wish I could fix it all.
Somehow I have built a steele wall.

Can't seem to forget all we did.
I wish I could turn back time.
So many wrong things were said.
Making me want to be dead.

It was always my fault.
You locked me out like a cold vault.
Why does it always fail?
I always end up headed to hell.

Never doing anything right.
Always ending with a fight.

But smile for now,
Everything will work out somehow.
God will always love you,
And I will always too.

James Stanley Featherstone